If you want to practice with intense energies, a good way to start is with your own feelings and moods, and to start small. Stephen Levine once wrote that working with heavy emotional issues can be like getting into the ring with a 500-pound wrestler—if you haven't trained for it, the wrestler will throw you in the first clench. One of the best ways to train for working with energy is to practice during private moments of meltdown.
One of my favorite times for this kind of practice is the onset of road rage. Like many otherwise reasonable people, I have an inner road warrior who emerges only when I'm alone behind the wheel. He's mouthy, cynical, easily offended—a cross between a New York City cabbie and one of those eccentric hit men from a Quentin Tarantino film. There's a lot of energy in this persona, however. So when I notice myself having snarly private dialogues with a driver who has cut me off at an exit, I try to use the occasion for exploring the energy inside my anger.
It was refreshing to find honesty about Road Rage after getting quite a ways into this article by Sally Kempton Feel Your Way Our intense emotions—even negative ones, like fear, anger, sadness, and grief—can be a path to spiritual growth. I remember finding value in another article of hers from Yoga Journal but it is not one that I have posted. Her personal experience seemed honest and not contrived. I liked the article.
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