Sunday, August 09, 2015

Practice and become more Christlike

Today's sermon in church was one of those where it seems Christianity is trying to explain and promote what Buddhism has already discovered. The sermon on "practice" confirms what I have discovered in Buddhism. And the great thing is Buddhism doesn't require you to join anything, it is just a lot of practice. And that was what today's sermon was about how practicing 10,000 hours can make such a difference. For Buddhists and Christians what is common is the human journey, and the desire to assist each person’s own path to inner conversion and spiritual maturity.

I am not trying to argue against Christianity, it is just that I have developed a certain perspective. I have gained it from many avenues which I have written about in other entries. My current view of the development of Christianity can be roughly summed up as follows:
I have no doubt that there was an itinerant preacher whose name is rendered Jesus in modern times. He was inspired with John the Baptist and his message and asked to be baptized by him. This is somewhat of an embarrassment to Christianity so the Gospels have developed various ways of explaining how Jesus was greater than John.
The gospels we're written some 30, 40, or 50 years after Jesus's death. I think the Jesus Seminar is helpful in summarizing what we actually know about Jesus. Although I have not read much by them, several authors have conveyed the gist of what they have found. While Jesus spent much of his ministry in rural areas, he finally brought his message to Jerusalem. His challenge to both the Jewish and Roman authorities got him crucified.
While many of his followers focused on his teaching, healing, and concern for the poor, others began to think of his life as a type of sacrifice. Jesus was a Jew and at his death all of his followers were Jewish. They searched the Scriptures and found the suffering servant. But there was a diversity of beliefs in early Christianity.
By the time the Gospels we're written, the Jews had been kicked out of the synagogue and Jerusalem and the temple had been destroyed. So the gospels have anti Semitic language. But as we know from Q, Jesus's ministry had an important element of the teaching and healing. He did not reject his Jewish heritage, he merely challenge the oppression of the peasants by the Jewish authorities and the authorities cooperation with the Roman domination.
The urban Christians were very dominant in writing the received story of Christ. While the role of women in supporting Jesus's ministry is obvious, the true extent and the names of many women are suppressed in the Gospels. And Paul who had never met Jesus before his crucifixion, put himself at the same level of knowledge as the disciples including Peter and James, Jesus's brother.
It is easy to argue that the documents found at Nag Hammadi are not as old as most of the New Testament documents but they reveal the diversity there was in Christianity that Archbishop Athanasius, following Bishop Irenaeus was very sucessfull in hiding. Rather than seeing books of the Bible as either in or out of the Canon, it makes more sense to see the entire New Testament as a continuum from fairly accurate to fantasy with none of the books being a eyewitness account.
Thomas Sheehan has a nice explanation, "Simon Peter missed the boat he should have taken and instead signed on as captain of the Titanic. That is, rather than leaving Jesus dead and then going on to live the Kingdom that Jesus had proclaimed, Simon hoped him out of the tomb and identified the Kingdom of God with the prophet who preached it." That overemphasis on the person of Jesus, he argued, colored everything that came after.

So as I have mentioned before, I repeat Bishop Spong's declaration Jesus did not die for my sins. I understand the Gospel of Mark can be read this way. The empty tomb in Mark tells his disciples to go out into the world, don't worry about a dead body. Too much is made of a bodily resurrection by emphasizing certain descriptions in the Bible. The word resurrection does not appear, but it was clear that Christians felt Jesus had been raised to a special level by God. By the time the Gospel of John is written, Jesus has become one with God and they had to develop this odd theology of the triune God. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Besides the anti-semetic and sexist problems that developed in Christianity, there is an emphasis on belief and magic. Emperor Constantine waited until the end of his life to be baptized which illustrates the feeling that something magic happens during certain rituals. During his life to help unify the empire, he got the Christian authorities to come up with orthodoxy. They did such a great job that it wasn't until the discovery of Nag Hammadi that the diversity was confirmed. Christianity also held onto ancient beliefs about homosexuality that are still with us today.

So I consider myself a follower of Jesus and I want to practice and do the good work that he expected of us. My community remains Christian but I find much value in Buddhist practice. What does it mean to be Christian then? Well, here is Marcus Borg with an explanation: What's Christianity All About?

Saturday, August 08, 2015

Holden village

August 8, 2015

I often think about opportunities I had in my life to wake-up. As I think about how I failed, I remind myself from a Buddhist perspective to stay in the present moment and not have regrets about those missed opportunities. Instead I think of them as one more step in shaping me so that I could arrive at this moment.

Holden village was one such place where I was enriched but also did many mindless and even cruel things due to my immature spirituality. Many people come to Holden when they are at a crossroads. For many it is a place of spiritual and physical retreat. A teaching staff comes to share their interest.

I was recently reminded of the prayer for good courage that is ubiquitous at Holden. Oh God, you have called your servants to ventures of which we cannot see the ending, bypass as yet untrodden, through perils Unknown. Give us faith to go out with good courage, not knowing where we go, but only that your hand is leading us and your love supporting us; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

My future was definitely unknown when I spent 3 weeks working there after college. I found the next thing to do that was going to occupy me for the next 3 months. But I had no plans and did not know how to listen to that inner voice.

See also:

The Loner's Search for Community